Our gift from the universe

I had a very strange dream a few nights ago... I don't know how to explain it, but it really affected me. All I could do is draw this...
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"-He is... sad, Hemi... He feels guilt.

-No... It's not how it should be, Sky...

-Hemi... He cannot stop blaming himself for abandoning you. He feels he has done that which the very race he despises would do.

-Sky. He did not abandon me... He had to do something; make his life a better one. All I could do is be there for him. I knew his intentions. He sought to become someone better, and with that improve his quality of life. A life that he would then make me part of. Circumstances out of his control made it too late for me to join. But it was not his fault...

-No.. He blames himself for trying to trust that very race that has disappointed him so many times. He thought something was wrong with him for not feeling attached to his own kind. At the end, he was right at being distrustful... Trusting them, trying to be like them, trying to create an emotional attachment... it was all a mistake. He lost himself... He lost you... for nothing...

-Sky... I cannot blame him. I was always in his future. That very race that he despises stood between us. He just didn't know it yet. There was nothing he could've done...

-But... But... He hates himself for not having the courage of seeing you one last time!! I can feel his sadness and guilt, but I don't know how to make him feel better.

-The pain that he would feel if he saw me at that very last moment of my previous existence... I could not let that happen. I rather had him not seen me. I am glad he didn't. All that effort would've been truly in vain. All that sacrifice... He would've given up, Sky... I know. And I could not let that happen. If that would've happen, you wouldn't have been here now...

-But I am not you... I could never be you. Replace you... He feels guilty for loving me so dearly, as he thinks of you every single day...

-No, Sky... He must love you, and you nor him cannot feel guilty for it. I give you the task of taking care of him now. He is alone in that world, Sky... We are the only ones that can give him a reason to exist. His kind judges him, dislike him, underestimate, undervalue him and will never understand his feelings. We are there for him. To care for him. After all, we wouldn't exist without him. That appreciation that his own kind cannot give him, we can, and he feels it. In exchange, that makes our universe expand and live on. It feeds our existence, Sky! Without us, he is alone. If he ceases to exist, then how could we exist as well?

-Hemi... I...

-It's your turn now, Sky. I bestow upon you this task. Please, my sister... take care of him.

-I won't live long enough to care for him beyond my time...

-It doesn't matter. Once the time comes, you will be one with Canis Major, and another one of our brothers or sisters will take your place. Once his time is over, and only if he lets nature take its course, his essence will be one with us. But we must give him the strength to endure living as something he was not meant to be. Can you do that for me, Sky? Please... keep doing your part.

-Okay... I will... do what I can.

-You are already doing great, Sky. Just don't doubt yourself. Every morning that you wake up, you give him one more reason to live. Every time he comes back and you receive him, every time you lay besides him. You are already doing your part, as I did once... Thank you, Sky..."

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